LYRICS FOR THE ALBUM WALK AMONGST RUINS

LAUGHING MAN ON THE TRAIN

There's a lady at the station says she has a flu

People won't keep their distance all the know how to do

Is push the line harder and closer like they're scared they won't get through

Train conductor yells stay six feet away

The lock step crowd won't listen some stare in dismay

The lady is dead on the ground too late for them to pray

 

(chorus)

Laughing man on the train sitting in the back row

The passengers all listen to him it's what they think they want to know

It's a trick they're trying to scare you that's all the train takes off real slow

 

Another lady at the next depot trying hard to breathe

Says she never felt so bad before what's not to believe

Laughing man on the train has more tricks up his sleeve

Time rolls on she's by the track pale and still

People falling in the turnstiles as the wind blows cold and shrill

Laughing man on the train wants everyone to know his deal

(repeat chorus)

He says you're not seeing what you think you see I'll make it all go away

I keep my head down low and listen to what the doctors say

But now his laughter is in the wind in every depot day to day

Way off in another town the train departs its lane

No passengers survive same laughing man different train

In every depot at the same hour he's driving us all insane

 

DEAL WITH THE DEALER

Deal with the dealer he's traveling South today

People standing in the street all looking North the same way

Like a strong migration the flock in the same dismay

Break from the crowd it's allright to look away

Deal with the dealer there's no time for a holiday

 

Deal with the dealer he's just arrived downtown

He's there to sell you to multiple devils that you'll never see coming around

At least not in the beings he's convinced you he has found

His words are short bursts he never makes a new sound

Deal with the dealer or you'll be looking up from six feet below the ground

 

Deal with the dealer he's got a lot to sell

Could be a junkyard Frankenstein car won't run so well

Might be a key to an imaginary mansion he says you're looking kind of frail

Could be more propaganda designed to send your money straight to hell

Deal with the dealer he does not hold your wishing well

 

 

I KNOW WHAT SHE MEANS

I saw her show up with her bible and her sword

Looking for praise and a big reward

Ready for it all she even brought her son

He brought his hat his bumper stickers and his gun

(chorus 1)

She can hide behind a crumbling brick wall

But her social media hatred shows us all

I did not go there to make a scene

I'm out of the line of fire because I know what she means

 

That's when I steadily walked away

Down the sidewalk nothing left to say

I could feel the glares from behind my head

My street sense is keen to any and every shade of red

(chorus 2)

Small talk sounds like echoes behind the old brick walls

I don't talk to them anymore nothing to say at all

That's the weirdest bunch of people I have ever seen

She's talking junk now but I know what she means

(coda)

I'm out of the line of fire

Out of the line of fire

I know what she means

I kow exactly what she means

I'm dodging the line of fire because I know exactly what they mean

Dodging that line of fire I know just what they mean

I know what they mean

 

THE MUSIC WON'T STOP

Looking out my front window I see

Orange lights from behind the trees

Planes and sirens in the distance

People running around in a deep trance

 

(chorus)

I'm here to tell you the music won't stop

I'm here to tell you the music won't stop

There's a melody in the wind where the bombs have all dropped

Bones not found but the music won't stop

Bones never found but the music won't stop

 

I take my notes from pure reality

Nothing can be said to alter what we all see

That dreadful morning when the ghost notes all play

They'll never be hidden they never go away

(repeat chorus)

 

IN THE MORNING WHEN I'M REAL

Walking out in bright sunlight

Over my head the wood ducks in flight

That's when the Earth talks to me

Just after the twilight sets the shadows free

 

(chorus)

That's when I walk amongst the ruins

Where the past and the present are in confluence

That's what I can feel

In the morning when I'm real

In the morning when I feel good

 

Down by the forgotten train track

The passengers are gone the train won't be back

The old burnt factory is in decay

The sludge and  poison boiling up in the clay

 

Finally they've admitted why everyone went away

Why those of us left can barely make it through a day

With the bad coughs and the stifling pain

A short time in the morning you forget and you feel like you're sane

 

(repeat chorus)

 

(bridge)

Before I remember about the forever chemicals 

Robbing me of everything I can see

They never go away no need for testing

So that's what they say

'Cause they never go away

That's what they're saying today

(repeat chorus)

 

SOUTH CAROLINA FLOOD

 

Back water rising Nichols is under water again

Back water rising Nichols town is under water again

Waccamaw and the Lumber rivers flooding everybody's land

 

Two rivers up above the levees all over Highway 9

Two rivers up above the levees all over Highway 9

I can't cross those bridges water in the singing power lines

 

Storm hovering in Clio tearing holes in all the roads

Storm hovering in Clio tearing holes in all the roads

Up 381 to Blenheim in the morning I gotta try and go

 

I went over to Cheraw I thought it might be dry

I went over to Cheraw I thought it might be dry

Water rising everywhere wall of water from the sky

 

Can't get to Lancaster now I'm heading for Indian Land

Can't get to Lancaster now I'm heading for Indian Land

Rain pouring down so hard here I'm heading back down the midlands

 

Hard rain hitting Elgin people in Kershaw about to drown

Hard rain hitting Elgin people in Kershaw about to drown

Heading down through the countryside looking for Columbia town

 

Berkeley county I can't even find the roads

Berkely county I can't even find the roads

I went over to St. Stephen don't know where else to go

 

Up to Moncks corner, high water still rising all around

Up to Moncks corner, high water still rising all around

120 Women and Children here came to sink and drown

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

LYRICS FOR THE ALBUM NOMAD LANDS

 

COASTLINE HIGHWAY

Coastline highway not a highway at all

More like a trail put there for those that heed the call

If I had four uncashed paychecks in my hand

I'd hit the bank and take that road totally without a plan

 

(Chorus)

Just take me to the red light stop and watch the steering wheel

Go whichever way it leans go for just how it feels

Coastline highway it's to the right so I'm heading your way

Coastline Highway I'm heading East so I'll be there early morning today

 

I don't know how far I'm going I'm not sure where I'm gonna stay

I'll work it out down the road a little later on in the day

I know it's North or South while I'm soaking up the late fall sun

I see them putting out the big nets getting ready for the spot run

(Repeat chorus)

 

THE TOURIST

Ex brother in law has his doublewide

Right next to the state prison across from the backside

His wife was working in there for the longest time

Last I heard she got fired she was a victim of the warden's crimes

 

Now she can't find work anywhere

She stares at the prison tower she rightly doesn't care

He fell off a combine now he can barely walk

They watch the bills pile high by the bong nobody wants to talk

 

Me I got out of there I coudn't deal with the place

Now I just go from farm to farm for less than ninety days (sic: at a time ya'll)

People on the beach they think they've seen it all

They haven't seen much just brochures by the motel lobby wall

 

Maybe I'll get that job tricking them into time shares

Let them own it for a week then kick them the hell on out of there

They'd freak out if they knew what was a few miles away

The other kind of tourist is dodging canebreak rattlesnakes

 

You see I'm the real tourist I've seen lots of things

Like muddy cotton fields peanuts and soybeans

I get a little money and then I leave the place

Go hustle at the ocean side and leave without a trace

 

{note the next four songs are the SANSPIRELA SUITE}

 

SANSPIRELA FROM THE FAIR

Sanspirela is my name and I came from the fair

An old Romanian name but I'm not from there

Born to work in the carnival my roots are kind of unknown

Born in a trailer somewhere way down a country road

 

Mahala with her crystal ball the fair's fortune teller

Told me that life would change for me for the better

That Saturday I was running rides and a young man caught my eye

His name was Jack Lawler and soon I knew I'd leave the carnival world behind

 

Jack's father was a doctor with numerous degrees

A very controlling man Jack was longing to be free

So he came back for me at 3:00 A.M. and we drove far away

One last glance in the rearview mirror such a great escape

 

Dusty and dirty town after town build the rides just to tear them down

It's constant moving never getting anywhere they cannot be pleased and they just don't care

They're never pleased and they just don't care

 

JACK LAWLER

Once I thought Jack Lawler would change

If it wasn't Jehovah witnesses it was his mother taking him away

After a few years go by it's so hard to keep hanging on

Everybody but me thought Jack was so strong

 

We roamed and we rambled North South East and West

In the back of my mind I knew I was basically second best

When it came to his family and the occasional phone call

Well money talks plays tricks on us all

 

What the hell kind of person am I anyway

Running from my own world maybe I just didn't see

Jack playing my way was just a convenient fantasy

He's back home with his inheritance and I ramble all alone

Following the dead around with this tape recorder and microphone

 

Trucking oh trucking trucking here they come again trucking

 

FULL CIRCLE

So many years came and went since I made my getaway

From the fake gypsies and mean clowns and other cruel entities

I chanced upon a carnival and I strolled down the fairway

It was a bright fall day just to see what I could see

 

Could it be coincidentally the one I left behind

One chance in a million probably nothing to worry about

Just my luck what I saw next totally blew my mind

There's my half brother and younger sister I gaze upon them there is no doubt

 

They don't recognize me no need to tuck my face in

It's the same old booths and rides I left over 30 years ago

I took the long fairway all the way down to the end

There's that knowing nod from Mahala I've been expecting you old friend

 

THE LAST CRYSTAL BALL

Mahala came from very old stock from across the ocean wide

From a time when the Romani were on the run looking for a place to hide

This land is full of fortune tellers a dime a dozen for most of them all

But Mahala was the real deal the last one left with the last real crystal ball

 

Things she could see always came about as time faded away

Some were scared of her and they called her a witch for the things she'd say

It wasn't always the kind of readings they all wanted to hear

She hadn't aged much in over 30 years but she knew her time was near

 

(sic: and then she told me she said)

Takes time to learn what to see and what to ignore

In a few days they'll find me in my trailer cold and dead on the floor

They'll dump my body in some field just before the carnival leaves town

Some randomly selected mortician will lose money putting me in the ground

 

My things will land in some flea market mostly not worth anything

A pawn shop will get my jewels except for my favorite ring

She put that ring right on my finger then she went behind the front wall

The box she brought out and entrusted only to me held the last real crystal ball

(note end of Sanspirela suite)

 

WHERE IS MY HOME

I stood on the shore watching the waves break

Watching the gulls fly against the blue sky

And I tasted the salt in the cool ocean air

While the sun went down like it was descending some stairs

And I looked into the darkness and out came the moon

And the stars with their mission to lighten up all the gloom

And I saw the pattern silhouette with the shore

And I asked where is my home is it here forever more 

 

I read all about your famous melting pot

The books failed to mention the haves and have nots

Your statue of liberty stands so tall and green

I wish I could tell half the stories she's seen

Your factories hum with the industrial age

They turn out books with a deep missing page

The breeze turned cold and the sky turned grey

And I asked where is my home is it here I should stay

 

I turned my attention to the trails headed inland

Got tired of tripping all over the cold cold sand

Met up with the fishermen and tried their rough ways

I left that existence after a few scraggly days

So I boarded a train heading away from the coast

Life on the homestead so many good points to boast

And the sun turned red and the sky turned green

And I asked where is my home this is just like a dream

 

SUN CHASING THE MOON

I can't sleep won't be still

Sun is chasing the moon

Over the trees it's baking the hill

And sun is chasing the moon

They're bound to meet up soon

Sun is rising brilliant red and chasing the blood moon

 

Another hot morning deja vu

Sun keeps chasing the moon

It's getting busy here but it's too hot to move

Sun keeps chasing the moon

They're bound to meet up soon

Sun keeps rising brilliant red and chasing the blood moon

 

One sure constant every day

Sun keeps chasing the moon

I have to roam but I sure wanna stay here

Sun keeps chasing the moon

They're bound to meet up soon

Sun is rising brilliant red and chasing the blood moon

 

Time runs out too soon

Sun is rising brilliant red and chasing the blood moon

 

WHEN WE ALL GO HOME II

When we all go home to the hole in the cloudy sky

Leaving the lush forest to the birds bye and bye

So many long windy days and nights

We rambled under the sun and the bright starlight

When we all go home to the universe's open door

We can look back and realize we've been here before

 

Back in the times when the world was green and simple

The air was clean and the planet was our temple

We roamed to gather food from the land

Watching the birds pull the clams right out of the sand

When we all go home to the universe's open door

We can look back and realize we've been here before

 

THREE MILES DOWN THE HIGHWAY

Three miles down the highway and 2000 more to go

Long cold highway loose boulders ice and snow

I'm not sure where I'm going but it's not like where I've been

Something's gotta happen to break this mood I'm in

I'm going for a change from the dead end town I've lived in

 

(chorus)

I'm not looking over my shouder anymore I'm going far away

Straight up though the curves ahead never the other way

There's nobody left back home I even want to know

Now I'm three miles down the highway and 2000 more to go

 

Three miles down the highway and the curves are coming on strong

I've gotta get this mountain range behind me but the time getting through here is long

I'll keep on moving till midnight long as I possibly can

I feel like I've been here before but I've never seen this land

Feel like I've been here before but I've never been this far upland

(repeat chorus)

 

Three miles down the highway and am I lost already

No I'm not this old Buick is holding the curves tight and steady

So called friends back home they robbed me of my whole bankroll

How can they smile and lie to me as if they have no souls

No conscience no regrets just totally devoid of souls

 

LIVING WITH THE WOLVES

Ask me where I'm going ask me where I've been

Wonder how the time flies before the day can end

I walk through secret gardens and I hunt on holy ground

Living with the wolves they keep me around

 

So late at night we're hunting under moon and stars

In touch collective consciousness with those that lived on Mars

Many times we've been here so many times we're gone

Living with the wolves forever and for so long

 

I'm learning of the changes secrets of the globe

Learning when to howl and when I should lay low

Running with my own tribe with a collective soul

Living with the wolves we never will grow old

 

NOMAD LANDS

We roam the countryside like wild birds in flight

From early morning sunrise till the last rays of light

The smell of a ghost campfire still smoldering in the sand

That's us still moving through flat nomad lands

 

Crows strut around remnants of old battlefields

Calling the vultures with cries sharp and shrill

Too flat for peaceful borders landscapes wide and grand

That's us still moving through flat nomad lands

 

You may see hitchhikers on a back country road

Figures seem to be there not fully composed

Then back to the fog like so many waving hands

That's us still moving through flat nomad lands

 

Lyrics for the album Tower To The Moon

 

Tower To The Moon

 

As I build it up come and climb it with me

Away from broken pieces on the ground

Up there with the view we can be free

Of the toxins that can pull us down

 

I was walking on chunks of broken green glass

Put together in a random way

I walked and I stumbled a bit too fast

Fell to the ground to my dismay

 

Tower to the moon 

Tower to the moon

Takes a dose of old and new

To build that tower to the moon

Build that tower up to the moon

 

It took some time but now we know

More than one good way to fly

We rise up from the old ways and go

Look down from the starry sky

 

Tower to the moon

Tower to the moon

Takes a dose of old and new

To build that tower to the moon

Build that tower up to the moon

 

Nothing is impossible to do

When I build that tower up with you

Pieces of our world are coming together

When we build that tower together

 

Tower to the moon

Tower to the moon

Tower to the moon

 

Lost And Found

 

By the old safe I'm the lost and found

Big dusty box where the maids never came around

Tonight's the night they close this old hotel down

Don't mind me I'm in the corner I'm the lost and found

 

I've watched her working usually late at night

She's taking inventory herer and her man had a terrible fight

She's playing with my view masters when the owner's not around

Don't mind me I'm in the corner I'm the lost and found

 

Hey I've got view masters polaroid cameras eight track tapes

Not counted in inventory she just hid me behind the dirty drapes

This time next month they'll knock this old hotel to the ground

Don't mind me I'm going with her I'm the lost and found

 

Unemployed now on the wrong side of town

She told that man to cease his coming around

It's time for change and my goods are flea market bound

She needs changes too after her choices from the lost and found

 

He's blocked from the phone no more messages no hate

No begging for dope money no crashing kitchen plates

She has a better life on the outskirts of town

No rear view mirror for the lost and found

 

Bright Winter Star -- Instrumental

 

Underdog

 

Away from the stagecoaches the dark railroad

Forgotten deer trails where the runaways go

I'll cover their tracks while they sleep under logs

I'm the keeper of the lantern the unnamed underdog

Unseen underdog

 

It's a world of danger right under the feet

Of slave drivers that kill over cotton and wheat

I know I'm right but the world around me stays wrong

I'm the keeper of the lantern the unnamed underdog

Unseen underdog

 

I can't say much about where I've been

Not in your history books imagine the trouble I'd be in

Just let them think it's distant leaves shaking at dawn

I'm the keeper of the lantern the unnamed underdog

Unseen underdog

 

You may see symbols a forgotten language

Very few can understand

Found where the shallow ones are not likely to impinge

Say hello when you cross into the fringe

 

In a deep south state it's mighty dangerous to disagree

With wealthy overlords of the land and the sea

But I know the forest even better than the wild hogs

I'm the keeper of the lantern the unnamed underdog

Unseen Underdog

 

Winter Okra

 

There's nothing colder or more alone

Forgotten and neglected deep in the overgrowth

Than winter okra hanging out in the field

Shriveled dark and worthless

Stiff pods like steel

 

I feel like winter okra in a frozen field

Laying low under the ice hoping soon to heal

But as I spring across the floor

I'll come back from the edge

Ready to live some more

 

I woke up feeling like a discarded rag

In the cold dark hours with a damaged tag

But when the springtime comes around again

Seeds sprout fresh and new

For summer pods blackened in the pan

 

There's nothing colder or more alone

Forgotten and neglected deep in the overgrowth

Than winter okra hanging out there in the field

Shriveled dark and worthless

Stiff pods like steel

Shriveled dark and worthless

Stiff pods like steel

 

 

When We All Go Home  Ⅰ

 

Is the soul forever traveling through the night

When we all go home

Or is it just a one time flash of light

When we all go home

 

Will time stand still or roll like the wind

When we all go home

Will we see nothing or everywhere we've been

When we all go home

 

Will we gather together are there rivers there

When we all go home

Will the sun dissolve the rocks into the air

When we all go home

 

Will we meet the ones that we've never known

When we all go home

Or are we scattered like new seeds are sown

When we all go home

 

Risen Phoenix Bird

 

Rise on risen phoenix bird

Up high in parallel winds

Something rustled all the trees stirred

Up from the land rise again

 

Once a fiery dinosaur

Later on a graceful gull

Time here means so much more

Gliding in your flock's central lull

 

Rise on risen phoenix bird

After a long hibernation

Following the sun say the word

Flying with a new generation

 

Swaying up and down with the breezes

Lighting up the orange sky

In motion before the land all freezes

The wind calls out to you and I

The wind calls out to you and I

 

Rise on risen phoenix bird

This is not the first time you were burned

When your right to this world is blurred

You are back to make sure the tide is turned

 

When they take you down

You always rise again

Like the mockingbird following me around

Singing all your songs my old friend

Singing all your songs my old friend

Singing all your songs old friend

 

Cold Distance

 

They taught me from childhood always hide that face

Bottle up your feelings keep your guards in place

When I think I've broken free emotion in a trace

I'm suddenly in cold distance suddenly up in space

 

Yesterday I took your call social challenge for me and you

Saw the caller ID and my fingers felt like glue

Pick it up and say hello the right thing to do

A short conversation then cold distance all around me grew

 

I feel a cold spot in the wall right where my hand lays

It's cold distance that's all all I can tell you at least for today

It's not that I can't talk I just run out of knowing what to say

I find a cold distance that makes me drift so far away

 

They taught me from childhood always stay alone

Keep to yourself your boundaries well known

When I think I've broken free all the pain is gone

I find the cold distance something I've not outgrown

 

Jittery Hourglass

 

Drops in a waterfall sand in the hourglass

The falls have run dry along with the past

I stood on these rocks over twenty years ago

Nothing's left currents cease to flow

 

There's a cool flea market up this mountain road

At the Georgia/Carolina line it's huge it stretches on and on

I know my map is right but everybody here is gone

Fallen down stands and buildings feels so cold and alone

 

It's a jittery hourglass living in the moment there's no time for fear

I can't trick the hourglass or turn back those years

That's the way it goes down that's what I have found

 

I know if I take a right well I'm kind of sure about where it'll go

Think i'll take the left fork I'm sort of lost you know

If I've hugged these mountain curves before I sure don't remember

A good way to ride out the blues that comes with November

 

Here's a nice new scenic overlook well it's new to me

Smokey mountain sunset looks like a distant sea

Time to find a place to crash up old highway eleven

Early morning campsites are gonna smell like coffee heaven

 

Jittery hourglass living in the moment there's no time for fear

I can't trick the hourglass or turn back those years

That's the way it goes down and that's what I've found

 

Sandcastles In Rain

 

I see lightning flash as the high tide's coming in

And I hear new rain swirling with the west wind

So from every direction comes the end for

Sandcastles in rain

Sandcastles in rain

 

My first time alone in the old motel got my key in the door

Had no idea I'd almost faint I nearly hit the floor

My legs were locked I couldn't move anymore

Sandcastles in rain

Sandcastles in rain

 

Picked myself up went out on the balcony

There were children and dogs playing by the sea

Then the rain rolled in the gulls moved nervously around the

Sandcastles in rain 

Sandcastles in rain

 

Carry on carry on again

I get knocked down by the rain and the wind

We all go to the sand in the end we're just

Sandcastles in rain

Sandcastles in rain

 

I see lightning flash as the high tide's rolling in

And I hear new rain swirling with the west wind

So from every direction comes the end for

Sandcastles in rain

Sandcastles in rain

 

Mirror In The Dark 

 

When I left here the mirrors were turned to the wall

Back home after twenty two  years nothing's changed at all

Daddy died suddenly when I was only ten

Mirrors to the wall or souls get trapped within

It's the same way I left it here in 1901

No different than the day the funeral was done

 

I'm staring at the mirror sitting in the dark

Outside the children play while neighborhood dogs all bark

Nothing in the darkness scares me anymore

Not even unexplained footsteps echoing up through the floor

I'm staring at myself in the mirror in the dark

 

My brother stayed behind with mom to run this farm

Now I'm widowed just like mother got child hanging on each arm

We've no where else to go I hope they're up for change

Once again children's voices fill up the range

All thru the walls of this house

That sat like a forgotten lighthouse beckoning me back home

 

I'm staring at the mirror sitting in the dark

Outside the children play while neighborhood dogs all bark

Nothing in the darkness scares me anymore

Not even unexplained footsteps echoing up through the floor

I'm staring at myself in the mirror in the dark

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lyrics for the album Search The Universe

Caswell

You and I walk the same land and road

A different time same rooms long ago

I’ve so many questions-things to know

Did the changes come quickly or was time moving slow

 

Indian fall is upon us now

Haunted cotton fields surrealistic somehow

I know you watched closely

The pulpit called you from the plow

 

Looking back through the years

I know your range of choices now

Fear that rolls with so much loss

You kept the others from sinking down

 

Out West

 

I’ve got dreams to realize

the big sunset opened up my eyes

I know the money flows the best

The train lines run out west (2X)

 

See the Cirrus clouds shaped like candy canes

Thunder so loud hard pounding rain

I can’t sleep I can’t rest

The train lines run out West (2X)

 

The Sun’s going down like a red balloon

Mining town  destination soon

restless rambling  in protest

The train lines run out West (2X)

 

Down in the diamond mine

My pockets full I’m feeling fine

I’ll drink the wine that’s best

The train lines run out West (2X

 

miners’ spirits in a daze

We float underground lost in a maze

I’m Going Home so well dressed

When the train pulls in from out west

When they meet the train at the station from out west

Aw the trains all run, the trains all run out West 

 

Down To It

 

It’s 1889 and it’s a  dreary valentine’s day

There’s 500 pounds of bacon out back and the undertaker’s on his way

With his big black wagon and horses to take my husband away

He’s out in the well house, his two oldest see him, and I can’t look away

[ Don’t know what to say, I hope that wagon gets here today]

 

Pigs are slaughtered, fields plowed, store is stocked for Spring

He’s dead at 38 years old no one can say a thing

What am I supposed to do with this farm, store and land?

My brother in law he’s taking over, meanwhile my youngest three cannot understand

[they’ve never seen a dead man, much less their dad]

 

(Chorus)

When it all comes down to it,  we’re really all alone

Dreams get buried in the ground and life just keeps going on

Life just keeps rolling on

 

I never knew my daddy no picture on the wall

Mama told us so many things, he was so brave and so tall

Dad never came back from the war, his body was never found

In Virginia, where we’ve never been, that’s where the battle went down

[where the civil war battle went down]

 

Momma cried in the dark sometimes, my older sister too

I didn’t cry, I never understood what I should do

How to feel about the first thing taken away when I was born

Since that day seems black is the main color I have worn

[losing everybody since the day I was born]

 

[Chorus]

When it all comes down to it, we’re really all alone

Dreams get buried in the ground and life just keeps going on

Life just keeps rolling on

 

Race With The Devil On US One

 

I have no clue why the devil chases me

On that long cold road with the orange moon hanging in the trees

Spring time  Deep Down South but it’s 27 Degrees

 

Empty produce stands shiver in the moonbeams

Scarecrows guarding nothing but the frozen ground it seems

Pinch myself reminder  this is not a series of dreams

 

A Different sort of demon lurks by the State Line

I have nothing  in the world to hide-but I’m a profilers dream outline

Orange turns to daylight Ice on the Highway signs

 

I have no clue why the devil chases me

On a long cold road with the orange moon hanging in the trees

Spring time deep down South but it’s 17 degrees

 

Spring time deep down South but it’s 14, 12, 10 degrees

 

Ghost Train

 

Thought I heard something in the breeze

Late last night while everybody slept except for me

And I know I heard something moan

When it started to rain  I was outside alone

 

just as real as you and me I saw the ghost train

At the point when the lightning stops and  the thunder remains

then she faded into the slow night breeze

the steam melted into the warm summer rain

My first glimpse of the ghost train

 

Put a chill right up my spine

To see it there just  like a footnote out of time

Even though it’s been here before

Every now and then since before the civil war

 

And the conductor tipped his hat to the sky

No passengers looked back as the train started to fly

Then she faded into the slow night breeze

the steam melted into the warm summer rain

farewell for now to you ghost train

 

Search The Universe

 

My name is Alice Oxendine

I have a baby girl at a very wrong time

1882 is rough on a poor Lumbee

Indian Girl and white baby  like me

sic:  (sure hope she passes for white)

 

I walked from the country  made it to town

Nobody tried to turn us around

I’m eyeing that big porch from the old cattle gate

In the pitch black morning they’re not awake

 

I’m hiding by the tall loblolly pines

So welcoming in daylight,  bright sunshine

But now their limbs look like shaking arms

Like they think I mean this baby harm

sic:  (oh no, I’d never do you any harm little one)

 

Four in the morning there’s a shooting star

we made it to the porch and front door, wasn’t far

Sat her in her blanket, turned the doorbell,  ran away

oil lamps came on with very little delay

 

What have I done, Am I right or wrong?

I Search the Universe, still I don’t know if I’m right or wrong

My heart is full of fear, eyes overrun with tears

I just want you to have a better life, I have nothing they can give you all you need

run, run, keep on running Search the Universe, tell me what I’ve done

Universe tell me what I have done

 

Mystery Jane

 

Grey stone at twilight

As the morning greets the Eastern Sky

We played hide and seek now I play alone

I can’t find you now, you’re just a grey stone

Momma cried and said Jane’s not coming home

 

Grey stone at twilight

I thought of us playing in the magnolia tree that night

a lady watched us from the road

I think I saw her smile then cry, but  I don’t know

I saw her yesterday staring at the Grey Stone

 

Grey stone at twilight

Where did you come from?  A lost Stork in flight?

Yes sister we’re different but we are the same

my eyes softly blue, contrast your golden flames

I wonder so much about you Mystery Jane  Mystery  Jane

 

Last Time Gone

 

The old grey door the paints falling down

Hinges so rusty make a God awful  sound

Paint chips are floating all over the town

Breathing in the lead Rip Van Winkle  lays down

 

sandstone walls wind knocks them all around

Dust mixed with ozone all over the ground

Foundation bricks go from orange to brown

Back to the mud in the rain soaked town

 

Old rusty wires feed a silent telephone

Train track to the past is broken and overgrown

I missed it’s roaring heyday  I was busily alone

Now it’s kind of late to wake up The last time gone

 

The old grey door the paint’s falling down

Chips at the old bus stop from 1950 on the ground

I slept through it all in the silent little town

Just like Rip Van Winkle  I Never heard a sound

 

Atlanta

 

Twelve Peach trees in a row

Doesn’t matter which way I go

Don’t tell them you know me at all

Just some eccentric Uncle’s picture on the wall

 

[chorus}

Don’t tell them you know my name

Nothing about my claim to fame

I disappeared in Atlanta long time ago

I’ve not been here out the backdoor I go

 

In the old days Athens was a bootlegger’s paradise

Fast cars and dirt roads to the state line where it was dry

That’s why the sheriff never forgot my face

I can’t sit still for long  in this place

 

(chorus)

Don’t tell them you know my name

Nothing about my claim to fame

I disappeared in Atlanta long time ago

I’ve not been here out the backdoor I go

 

I visit Mom calls me somebody else

Dad still won’t talk looks at his pistol on the shelf

You’re the niece my first time to see

I’m going away before the blue lights catch up to me

 

(chorus)

Don’t tell them you know my name

Nothing about my main claim to fame

I disappeared in Atlanta long time ago

I’ve not been here out the back door I go

 

I pick a highway from downtown

Ease away without a sound

If bounty hunters do come forth

I elude them in the mountains to the north

I’ll lose ‘em in the mountains to the north

 

(chorus)

Don’t tell them you know my name

Nothing about my main claim to fame

I disappeared in Atlanta long  ago

I’ve not been here out the backdoor I go

I’ve not been here out the backdoor I go

Like A lost ghost in the breeze down the road I go

 

 

Lyrics to the songs on Down To It

 

On A Train Somewhere 

Sitting down in a room full of People 

staring at the fifth wall 

in the middle of a loose conversation 

I’m not there at all 

On A Train Somewhere  winding thru the night 

Lonely as a Russian graveyard cold Siberian fright 

On  a train somewhere rolling across the land 

All the way from Fire Creek to the Sahara’s burning sand 

Looking thru the mirror in the window 

I hear the locomotive call 

Tighten up your mask you can board the train 

or stay frozen to the wall 

 

(repeat chorus one)

 

Moving thru the day like a stranger 

He performs the toil and task 

Still seeing something different in the evening 

out from under the mask 

 

(chorus two ) 

On a train somewhere trying to get back home 

Cruising in to my own space-peaceful time of the gloam 

On a train somewhere natural world (earth) rolling by 

taking it in a personal pleasure from the tracks to the sky 

 

 

Looking around at all these people 

They don’t know me at all 

When they stare because I’m not one of them 

I turn on the elusive protocol 

 

(repeat chorus two)

 

 

Alone In The City

 

I’m alone in the city walking around out in the air 

I’m home it’s just my mind rambling somewhere out there 

So still the traffic lights change and click make such an eerie sound 

Just like a bullet- make you hit the cold hard ground 

 

(chorus) 

Floating down the alley where I cannot go 

Time moves surrealistically so slow 

Hard to imagine no gun no knife around the bend 

Wake up premonitions there’s no time to misspend 

no time left to misspend 

 

I’m alone in the city it’s much too still for the wind 

Wonder when it’s over can I call my long lost friends 

The buildings are like mirrors to the future and the past 

Calm before the next storm I hope these streets can last 

 

(chorus)

 

 

Skin And Bone

 

Well some got a little, some got a lot 

Some are living in the cold, others where it’s hot 

There are people out there that own more buildings 

Than in a lifetime they could possible roam 

People on the street can’t even find a home 

 

(chorus)

Taking it down, taking it down, taking it down to skin and bone 

Taking it down, taking it down down down down down to skin and bone 

You’l never take it with you when your gone 

Taking it down, taking it down taking it down to skin and bone 

 

See the lady walking with her children at her feet 

Thru the city traffic, the back country fields of wheat 

Here today, tomorrow they’ll be gone 

Heading back up the country side to find a place where they do belong 

 

(chorus) 

 

Now I’m taking myself back down to the land 

walk the dusty backroad feel the burning sand 

change my way of living back down to a simpler mode 

take the compost down to the sandy land 

lighten up the load 

 

(chorus) 

 

All I had to eat today was a bowl of butter beans 

Hoping tomorrow for a plate of turnip greens 

I know I should eat more balanced but I’ve got an unbalanced mind 

Thinking about the Highway and the state of the yellow line 

(chorus)

 

 

 Down To The Line

 

I woke up this morning to  political math again 

Forget about science it’s alternative public sin 

Looking for a change tired of the outrageous 

Wing to wing don’t let gullibility be so contagious 

 

 

(chorus) 

I don’t want to go down to the line 

I don’t want to go down there to the line 

Nothing ever seems to quite add up at the line 

 

 

We can’t be together we used to just disagree 

Now they’ve painted a broadband picture of you and me 

Don’t hide all the papers just tell the truth 

Nothing hidden nothing ranted nothing uncouth 

 

(chorus) 

 

You stand around all day line never moves 

They call you crazy for having the gall to disapprove 

Do they even care anymore about what they do? 

End of the line and all they want to talk about is taking it all from you 

 

(chorus)

 

Castle

 

I’ve seen it there before-way back so many dreams 

A day’s worth of breezes-so much wind another planet so it seems 

You don’t have to push or rush no need to rush for the Magical scenes 

Where we are in the beginning from the end- so serene 

 

(chorus) 

 

When the continents roll around and become one 

When the clouds show us heaven with the rising sun 

Build your castle from the Earth where wild herbs grow 

Looking upward to the sky for that wonderful glow   xxxxx 

 

Living where it’s all blue gold and purple Gold and purple and green 

Where darkness has it’s own color has it’s own color so cool and clean 

No time or need here to worry no time to worry-about the material strings 

They use to hold us to the wrong side to the dark side the worthless fling 

 

(chorus) 

 

And when their mission burns it all down 

From the deep fall out never a sound 

They’ll not see us looking or hanging around 

We’ll be where it all rebuilds one little village one little town 

Then the Earth will go back green again 

You’ll hear the birds you’ll hear the frogs right then 

No noisy planes up in the sky 

no reason why for them to fly

 

Clothes Line And Rain

 

Don’t say nothing about the clothes line 

Don’t say nothing about the rain 

Just keep breaking all the rules 

Or they’ll drive you insane 

If conformity is the industry 

linearity is the trade 

keep us lined up on the shelf 

give us a mark down grade 

 

(repeat first verse) 

 

Whatcha gonna do when the farms are gone 

Nothing left for you to eat 

all the people you did away with 

were laying food down at  your feet 

(embellish) 

 

Don’t say nothing about the clothes line 

Don’t say nothing about the rain 

I see things differently than you 

so don’t try to stop the rain 

so don’t drive us all insane 

 

Some see a bad thing 

I see a nice second rinse 

I won’t stay quiet for anyone 

I won’t sit silent by the fence

 

Sunday Has A Soul

 

We’re all in one plane 1/4 second in time 

We felt the Universe give off a low key chime 

Ancient sundials beckon to the stars 

Outlining patterns of the Universe totally unscarred 

 

(chorus) 

No pain today no rush no pending goal 

Whether plate one or seven Sunday has a Soul 

Whether peace comes from the Church yard, a garden or a hedge 

Sunday remains the time to keep us well within the Universe’s edge 

Keep us grounded within the Universe’s edge 

 

 

I wish I could read the stars in the deep night sky 

I see their patterns, but I fail to tell the reason why 

Moonbeams light up in silver on my garden walls 

The message is slow down number seven for us all 

 

 

(chorus)

 

 

Vines Take It Down

  

Haven’t seen you drive by lately in your rusty old  70s vintage  Cadillac 

skipped out on half a payroll I’m guessing you ain’t coming back 

 

(chorus) 

Vines take it down 

Mother nature takes it back 

Trees are gonna pull the  chemical soaked brick down to the ground 

Your old trains will de-rail from the track 

 

That big sprawling factory you and your friends bounced around in late night poker games 

Everybody in four towns around here tried to work in there but they couldn’t it made them sick bent their moral frames 

 

(chorus) 

Vines take it down 

Mother nature takes it back 

trees are gonna pull that nasty brick down to the swampy ground 

your old acid trains are gonna derail from the the tracks 

 

(refrain) 

Your wall were tall, so cold and mean 

more dirty smokestacks than anybody around here has ever seen 

now they’re falling down with the growing trees 

Mother Earth's gonna bring that fortress down to it’s knees 

 

(chorus) 

Vines take it down 

Mother nature takes it back 

trees and vines are gonna pull that big quiet brick to the ground 

your trains are gonna de-rail from their tracks

 

 

 

Crooked Wheel/November Rain

 

(Crooked Wheel) 

Crooked wheel spinning wheel (2X) 

Wobbling all around you regardless of how you feel 

crooked axle, crooked bent axle see how it rolls (2X) 

Warp us all down warp us to the Soul 

 

(November Rain) 

Cold ice hitting the ground 

cold rain take over the town 

I hope it rains and beats the pollution down 

hard rain to turn us back around 

November rain come pouring down 

all day you hear it pound 

November rain steady and slow 

every drop keeping up the flow 

every drop keep up the flow 

we all know how it’s got to go 

 

I don’t mind the icy rain 

break a cycle that’s been insane 

let it flow and make it loud 

say goodbye to the darkest cloud 

say goodbye to the dark dark cloud 

say goodbye to the darkest cloud

 

November Rain come pouring down 

All day and night you hearing it pound 

November Rain steady and slow 

Every drop keep up the flow 

every drop keep a steady flow 

Every drop keep up the flow 

and we know how this is got to go 

We know how it’s got to go

 

 

Four December Poets

 

I find myself with the Eastern Star 

Long nights waiting and traveling so far 

Cold dark night climbing up the hill 

What to say the first thing I feel 

All around me is truth nothing hides 

Stars light up the sea and the cold hillside 

 

I’m an open book so pick a tale 

All thru the Winter the Seas I sail 

Time is nothing to the deep dark night 

A Moon is sleeping for the festive star light 

Frost on the Pumpkin ice in the trees 

December nights keep awakening me 

 

I feel the bustle and I hear those crowds 

My Soul seeks peace where nothing is loud 

December’s my time to meditate 

Commercial World and I separate 

The trees and the stars I understand 

It’s how we’ve roamed all over this land 

 

I pull it together at number four 

Another life rambled like so many before 

A common theme to take away 

Society has killed a true holiday 

I need no lights in my distant trees 

That bright cold sky lights it up for me

 

 

 

Words to songs on the album, "Box full of Rainbows"

Mike bailey acoustic guitar, national steel body guitars (2,3,9), panpipe (7) Electric guitar (5)

all songs copyright 2020 stark forest music, ascap

 

Jupiter's moon dance:

 

so good to see the night sky right here with you no city haze to ruin the lights and your eyes 

reflect the brilliant view

 

chorus:

nothing i'd rather see

nothing i would rather do

nowhere i'd rather be

than watching jupiter's moon dance with you

 

night sky so velvety black against the crisp white stars

neptune often pays a visit along with venus and mars

(repeat chorus)

so many people will never see the crisp winter stars

i get to share it with you constellations look close 

but they are so far away

(repeat chorus)

 

BOX Full of Rainbows

 

I'm on my own like a magician with the oldest tricks

watching the planet waiting for the rain to fall down 

fast and thick

i won't sell out to the other side

the lonely places where they all like to run and hide

let loose the air waves i'm bound to cut through

when the time comes around i will put on my dancing shoes

 

chorus

 

Box full of rainbows all saved up for the massive rains

ready to let those colors shine aging away like the finest wine

ready for the proper sign box full of rainbows

 

secrets of the moon they are like a double ferris wheel

we're looking all around and we're never quite sure how we feel

one day we'll be just some old musty photographs

withered down like the wild weeds out there on the path

for those looking back through the all seeing eye

wanting to know the way wanting to give the same kind of try

(repeat chorus)

 

Where is my home:

 

I stood on the shore watching the waves break

watching the gulls fly against the blue sky

& I tasted the salt in the cool ocean air

while the sun went down like it was descending some stairs

and i looked into the darkness and out came the moon

and the stars with their mission to lighten up all the gloom

and i saw the pattern silhouette with the shore

and i asked where is my home 

is it here for evermore

 

I read all about your famous melting pot

the books failed to mention the haves and have nots

your statue of liberty stands so tall and green

i wish i could tell half the stories she's seen

your factories hum with the industrial age

they turn out books all with a missing page

the breeze turned cold and the sky turned grey

and i ask where is my home is it here i should stay

 

i turned my attention to the trails heading inland

got tired of tripping all over the cold cold sand

met up with the fishermen and i tried their rough ways

i left that existence after a few scraggly days

so i boarded a train headed away from the coast 

life on the homestead so many good points to boast

and the sun turned red and the sky turned green

and i asked where is my home this is just like a dream

 

Hamlet train:

 

should i head back in time to heat up the cold spots on the rail

is there strength to find in opening up a long lost trail

fire up these engines turn the wheels again

don't say i am too old to make it home

to go back home again

 

chorus

i wanna go and ride the hamlet train

life is moving away too fast

see the hobos out in the cold cold rain

kicking around the broken glass

broken whisky bottle glass

they kicked it so long 

they're just about insane

staring up with broken eyes

at the passenger train

<sic: don't stop here no more>

 

life's treasures i hold close

in the present future past

nothing stays around forever

you just let those freight trains roll on past

If i could see through these eyes

without constant pain

then i'll know i am a railway spirit

looking for 

looking for that long lost passenger train

 

(repeat chorus)

<sic tickets tickets tickets tickets!!!!>

 

bridge

 

I've got old photographs

wild stories to make your children laugh

lunches and suppers too

wild nights full of country blues

 

 

 

 

Rocky road home:

 

 

here and there and everywhere

i've been driving this old truck

all along the countryside

on my way to run and hide

from the life i knew before

from the old revolving door

 

chorus

 

hey this  whole era has come down to it's end

so i'm starting on the rocky road back home again

rocky road back home old friends

 

ask me for reasons and more

I ran so far from my past

vietnam was like a vinegar wine

but i came home to a bitter find

from the life  i knew before

and it didn't mix up so well

with orange dreams about that war

 

(repeat chorus)

 

 

 

the mountain:

 

 

well i bought myself a beat up dodge and i filled it up with gas

took the old road out of town and avoided the whole bypass

tried to get back a long gone feeling but you can never go home again

oh it's such a pity the condition this road is in

 

chorus

 

do you remember the mountain

and the spring where the water ran so free

now there's just a big fat managed community

over there where the spring used to be

 

we'd come up from the foothills with our water jugs

get water from that mountain the water that we all loved

then one morning the highway machine showed up and

blasted down the peak

everything is such a pity now the mountain side so bleak

 

 

(repeat chorus)

 

 

that old dodge ran hot and i got lost

outside of gainesville town

finally found a service station

that wasn't boarded up and totally closed down

he patched up the radiator and sold me some cider too

whoa kid come back later for a quart of that mountain dew

 

(repeat chorus)

 

 

 

Ezekiel/valley of the bones

 

 

(Ezekiel section)

 

where are you going tonight you won't be alone for long

some where they are hanging around where nothing is going on

tell me ezekiel where can you go

too old for the playground but much too young to knowe

 

chorus

 

so you breathe fire into the night

but your friends cast no shadows and they fade

listlessly with the early morning light

 

you never had a friend in all your reckless life

now they are all around you cutting into you

with one silver knife

they'll leave you cold and alone pale and dry

first and last things they tell you you know it'll all be lies

 

(repeat chorus)

 

where are you going tonight you won't be alone for long

somewhere they are hanging around with nothing going on

tell me ezekiel where can you go where can you go whoa whoa whoa whoa

 

 

(valley of the bones section)

 

 

as i walk down through the valley where nobody else can go

i walk down there through the valley of the bones

and i see the things around me here that nobody else has known

way down there in the valley of the bones

rise up old souls and go no one will ever know

you are not there in the ashes you're in the sea

you're in the sky in the air and you're everywhere

rise up now from the valley of the bones

 

 

 

old motor inn:

 

 

saw you with your doors wide open 

wrecking ball crashing in the parking lot

so many years gone like a mystery

i try to hold on to the things i'd

forgotten all about

 

 

I went through a wall of old boxes

trying to carve out my own space

you hit me like a crashing helicopter

matchbook and receipt from that 1960s place

 

 

 

hey they want that up on e bay you oughta list it

you might get rich

but i'm looking for a clear way out

a clean departure without a hitch

 

 

 

there's one match left in this matchbook

i've been holding onto it since 1968

a big spooky building that once was a paradise

now eagerly meets it's final fate

 

I light the match it burns kind of slow

that annoying little blue burst and now it's gone

i just let go of what was holding me down

and now i know i was not wrong

 

 

 

First wall of the mule barn:

 

 

Where do i find you along side myself

got my own good nobody else's wealth

just us and the wagon are beating it down the road

the mules are tired and now it's time to unload

 

chorus

 

first wall of the mule barn is going up

working in the dark and i'm drinking from an old clay cup

it's not level not pretty and i don't even care

200 years gone by it might even still be there

200 years gone and somewhere it's still out there

 

I hope the bloody wars are over

don't look back just roll in the cool clover

the pine is fresh the mules are young

my store is busy and my well has sprung

 

(repeat chorus)

 

 

 

b side 45:

 

 

finding the story to make us all dance

around the table what a glorious chance

make it fast make it flow one minute and 59

to please the masters of the radio

time keepers of the radio

 

 

chorus

 

 

 

after my late night dream i feel so alive

i composed a b side 45

with scratches and wobbles and mysterious dark grooves

rca dog in the victrola horn never making a move

never ever made a false move

 

 

 

so capitol with it's orange and yellow swirl

half apple traveled just about around the world

big yellow sun always brightening up the scene

always the b side left on the old machine

always the b side on the old machine b side 45